Kessa stared up at Tiana her body still vibrating with the sweet aftermath of Tiana's sexual onslaught. She blinked and pull away hoping the movement would cause Tiana to move off of her but she let her hand slip to the bodice of her dress where it seemed the excitement of earlier had caused an unplanned preview. 

"From the first day, you walk into my office and smiled that captivating smile of yours then sat in front of my desk looking all immaculate and business-like you unfurled something in me that I could not push aside," Tiana said softly as she traced the delicate curve of Kessa's face with her eyes. 

"Am I supposed to be flattered?" Kessa snapped this time pushing at Tiana and sliding away to get off the bed. "From what I figure half of your staff captivates you in ways I won't even think about."

"Kess baby come o—"

"Save it!" she return putting up her hands to further stop the words that were forming on Tiana's lips. "You're through getting to me with your seduction. I won't be your slut and I sure as hell won't appeal to your sorry-ass version of love. I deserve better and I won't settle for someone who half-heartedly gives me what they believe I am worth."

Tiana stares at Kessa as her dark eyes flash with anger and pain. The woman before her was not the carefree, come what may person with a moderate sense of authority that ensure her work was done to its full potential that help to turn the wheels at Total Wellness Unisex Fitness Club and Gym. She was a strong will determine woman that was centred on her desires and was not going to be diverted.

"You think flowers, sex and your fancy livity were going to let me bow down and forget that I deserve more than your mediocre love affair?" Kessa said righting her bodice angrily.

Tiana's eyes followed the movement as the hard nipples were now sheathed behind the dark fabric to press prominently against it.

"I came to your bed not because I want to be a part of this but because I am in love with you but it seems you'll not look beyond whatever it is that has turned you to ice and that cannot be melted away by me to release the woman who loves on me and eventually made me hers in every sense of the word," she continued her anger raging as she stood there. 

Tiana sat up in the bed and wipe a hand across her face before she turned to look at Kessa. 

"I truly appreciate all those nights you saved me from destruction. I am sure if anyone else had found me a drunken broken mess I would have lived to regret it," she said with sincerity. "I never once thanked you and you have not once acted to use it against me knowing that it could destroy me if ever it was found out about my addiction and destructive lifestyle. 

"As I said I am not some callous bitch who will manipulate herself in your life Tiana because it serves me a purpose," Kessa said softly. "I honestly care about you and I love you."

"Would it surprise you that for almost all of my life since acknowledging being bisexual I have had only one other person tell me that they cared and loved me with the sincerity you just did?" 

Kessa stared at the woman who looked forlorn and dejected a huge contrast from the enigmatic, authoritative and self-reliant person that exudes her self-worth with strength and vitality. She would have thought her a liar if the occasions when she had happened to find her drunk and destructive or drunk and broken. 

"Not my mother, not my lovers not even me to myself. I hate myself so much Kess. I hate that my mother dispose of me to my grandmother in Jamaica where I was subjected to numerous prayer meetings and fastings to remove the demon that was in me. 

When I was not at some service to rid me of my infirmities I could hear her in her room crying that they obey her beloved June and I was the result to bring her daughter back to the poverty God had saved her from. 

In the midst of all that, I was ridiculed at school by my schoolmates because their parents had me as the number one topic of all their discussions yet the very same pricks found time to plan orgies or secret meetings to fuck the feisty bitch that loved both pussy and dick. I hate them for fucking me yet pretending they were disgusted by me. 

I soon use this to my advantage because I wasn't the one who wanted them they were the ones who wanted me. I realise this gave me power and it made me cruel so pretty soon I was dominating them, I was using sex to reap my vengeance and yes I reap without mercy. It was serving me well while their parents were there acting like I was the black plague I was having their sons and daughters taking turns to eat my pussy and ass."

Kessa stood there and stared at Tiana her eyes misting with unshed tears as she listen to Tiana speak her voice laced with the pain of her past.  She made to reach out to her but her feet felt like lead as her heart beat with the sorrow of her lover's past. 

"I was a destruction waiting to cause a major catastrophe. I was just waiting for the match that would light my keg of dynamite when my P. E teacher took me under his wings and found an outlet for my budding collapse into self-destructive misery. My final year at school started to see me more settled my grades were better and I was less focused on being spiteful and bitter but as we know life never plays fairly. 

I met Abigail when my grandmother took me to a neighbouring church when she was earlier trying to rid me of my demons and she was so different. She never ridiculed me, she became my friend even though it was not approved we would talk at school occasionally but more so when I discover she too was on the sports team. We eventually became the co-captains for our school's sports team and then things changed. 

I fell in love or thought I fell in love as she did. We would after training meet up and use the time to explore what was growing between us we would make out every chance we got but unlike the others, I kept Abigail a secret I had no point to prove. I just wanted our sweet moments and time together to be my balm against the resentment in me. 

However, I started to get attached I could not do without her. I thought the best way to ease this was to fool around with a few guys at school who always wanted the homogeneous slut who also liked dicks. I was so easy to manipulate them all it took was me flaunting my attributes increasing the attraction to the forbidden but they went telling friends and soon I was a hit that anyone daring enough could get."

Silence filled the cabin and Kessa felt her heart twist with a feeling close to dread. Something in the pit of her stomach told her the next bit of revelation was going to be hurtful. 

Abi heard what was going down and realize this was the reason we weren't like we were before. She confronted me after training but I just approach the situation with indifference and left her there telling myself it was for the best. That evening when I got home I found my grandmother waiting at the door. In her hands were crumpled papers. 

They were the letters Abi wrote me. It gave my grandmother enough to start the brimstone and fire and damnation all over again. She never waited she just started hitting on me and shouting and before I knew it she was dragging me like a dirty piece of cloth through the gate and down the street as she screamed her contempt and plead for my deliverance. 

We ended up at the Ebenezer Prophecy Church where I first met Abigail. A house was adjacent to the church it was the home of the pastor he came out with his wife son and daughter when they heard the commotion. The crowd waited, and the family stared in wonderment except for the girl who had a few hours prior told me with sincerity that she cared for me and loved me. 

I let my pain, insecurities and emptiness cast a shadow over the best thing that happens to me since being with my grandmother. I caused shame and disgrace to her Kessa. I watch as her father beat her, as her mother wailed and as her brother stared at me in hatred. 

Like a piece of trash, I returned to America. The minute I got here June got me into a fancy high price boarding school as she was not going to keep me around. There no one cared who, why, where or what and I was out of my mother's life. 

When I was through there, I was then off to my well-paved existence fostered by my father's money but never have I received my mother's acceptance of who I am I guess that is my punishment for tearing Abigail's life apart. I never allowed myself to feel that way again I dominate and I fit people in my life that do not want to belong there."

Kessa wiped the tears that were running down her cheek and as her legs finally gave way to movement she rush to hold Tiana to her. 

"I can not erase your past nor can I mend that part of you that needs your mother's acknowledgement but I can love you for me Tiana because I fell in love with someone who did not need my validation, but my support, my strength, my confidentiality and the ability to be able to depend on me. 

I want to continue to be that person and help you to tackle the hardships that the lessons love have brought to you. You don't have to be alone."

"Kess, you mean so much to me but now that I finally release myself of what I told you I realise I used Abigail as a means to an end I could have hidden those letters and protected her but I wanted to get back home so badly I used her, I don't want to hurt you too."

Kessa leaned in and gently kissed Tiana's lips as she wrapped her in an embrace of love and security and pull her down on the bed. 

"You've come too far to do that."